Have you ever had the feeling of anxiousness after you made a mistake. At that very moment you know instantly what you have done wrong, and you cant wait to start a new experience. When you say to your self, hey, I ve learned my mistakes, I know I can make it right next time. Thats exactly the kind of feeling Ive been experiencing lately.

The sad thing is, I always seem to fall for that same mistakes over and over again.
A good example of me would be,... trashing an easy subject in college. I ussually underestimate easy subjects by procatinating. The minute I got out of the esamination room I would make this pledge to myself that I will do better on the next subject, and yada yada yada... 8 semester goes by and I am still doing the same mistakes over and over again.

So it got me thinking,... is this becoming a habit of me. Or should I accept the fact that proscatinating has become my work ethics. Hhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I cant help evaluating my life these days, well you can say that this is a preparation of me moving on into another stages of my lifes. Hello workplace, hello new relationships, and of course hello paycheck!!!